Saturday, October 23, 2010

A Stupid Day with Izza, 23/10/10

…Today many things happened to me. I think it’s my worst Saturday ever. And God please, don’t let it happen again.

First: Going to the Al-Quran class 
     It’s not bad, seriously. I play most of the time 


Second: Go to have a lunch with my family 
     We ate ‘Ayam Penyet’. God its super delicious XD. However, I ate like a hungry wolf and a group of university boys just look at me like “What the…” 


Third: Going to the Guitar Class/Music School 
       I’m the second student to come, and the first one is a 15-year-old girl. People told me she was annoying, well, I have a friend who was in the same room [in school] as her. Not a friend actually, mostly she’s my cousin. Oh, she is, she is my cousin.
     I showed Miyavi’s Guitar Slapping video to my teacher, hoping that he could teach me how the heck Miyavi did that. I know, I know, I’m stupid. Nobody can beat him in guitar slapping, but I just ignored it. My teacher told me that if he teaches me how to do like Miyavi, my guitar will be destroyed. He told me that Miyavi probably use a special guitar, the one that can be use for guitar slapping. He told me that it was “Pop, slap, pop, slap” and that could kill my guitar, the ‘pop’ pick [or what ever it is called cause I have no idea how to say it in English] I tried it so far, and, so far so good. But there’s something that my teacher didn’t see, that Miyavi plays with his fingers as well. Lastly, he told me, that I can make Miyavi as my guitar idol. Daa, he is my idol =.=
     Bla Bla Bla it goes [like what we always do in music classes] and the class end.
     Oh, by the way, I showed Hilda [my friend in music class] one of Miyavi’s PV; Senor Senora Senorita. And guess what I do; keep on replaying and pausing the part where Miyavi almost kiss that ‘mysterious’ girl and we both go “Aaaa!” I showed her The GazettE PV’s too, but she doesn’t seemed to care >.< Dude, spread the love of The GazettE! 


Fourth : Meet my family, technically in the car, after my music class 
     My mum told me that the whether is fine and she wanna have a jog in the park. I told her I want to be with her, but she say she won’t brought me as well, because she hate kids. On this time, I felt like…she’s walking away. 

Fifth : Sent mama back to our house. 
     Despite my argues, she go back to our house and wait for her friend to pick her up. No wonder she doesn’t want me to be with her, I thought. And later on, we started our ‘Saturday’s Journey’ without her. 


Sixth : Hock Lee Centre
     Wishes come true! On my mind was one thing, SHINee’s album. But when I went to Speedy, they have no SHINee’s CD!! They only have Romeo’s Album, but dude, its years ago! I searched in the whole store, asked the workers, and even checked every single rack but it’s..its..gone. 
     But before that I went in the basement, since my sister keep on ‘Yaaying!’ which mean she wanna go to the games arcade there. I used to love it, but since it is filled with ‘wild’ and ‘undisciplined’ games and peoples, so I decided to stay away from that place. It’s used to be filled with children, but now it’s filled with drunk mans and unschooled boys. I still play games there, one of them is racing game. I can hear some kinda GazettE song as the background song for the game, but I’m not quite sure about it. 
     While waiting for my ‘Sister in the Arcade Land’, I went to Mix Boutique, as what Lynda-chan ever suggested to me before. I love Supra shoes, which I can, or you can, only found in Mix Boutique! I saw a knitted hat there, I think it’s what Lynda told me, the same as Ruki’s hat. There are so many knitted things there, which I really love to wear. I also think I saw the boy that Lynda told me, and god he’s handsome XD and he smile like “I know you want me babeah”
     Next I go to the music shop, to buy a pick. When I entered the shop I’m aiming for one thing, Bass Guitar [Reita if you read this will you…poslaju?] I saw a pure pink bass, RM800+, the owner showed me a bass guitar set, with an amplifier and a bag and so on, RM700+. On that time I felt like I wanna kill everyone in the shop and took every single music instruments that I found; guitars, drums, pianos, and even a small Hawaiian 4-string guitar. But all I wanna do is buy a guitar pick! So embarrass when I say “I just wanna buy a pick.” Like, you’ve ask for these and those and all you wanted is a pick?!
     Lastly, I went to a store, with many and many stuffs; hats [knitted, shining, MJ], body accessories and so on. I bought a net glove, just to waste my money that I’ve planned to spend on SHINee’s CD. 



Seventh : Planet Sambal Restaurant 
     Went eat there, and I saw an English man eating Laksa Sarawak, and his face turned red, probably because it is too spicy. Don’t want to tell much, I’m killing myself by saying this, cause now I’m hungry, again. Am I a food machine?! 

Eighth : Went to Waterfront 
     This is where my stupidness began. Actually the three of us planned to go to an exhibition there, but its too late, and its closed. So we just took a walk around. My sister bought a weird toy and play with it during the entire time. What I do is sitting at a corner, look at the skies, and think about what I’ve done since I was a small kid, 5 years old is what my mind still can tell me. I started to think about friends, love, having a family, and so on.
     I saw happy couples before my eyes, they were so happy. How I wish I could be like that. Then I saw two young parents with their child, and I started to realize, how happy the parents were. Maybe my parents are the same last time, happy, to have a child. But now all I do is breaking their heart and have a fight with them every single day. It really cause them a pain, and I should repay it.
     To make it short, I saw a cute and happy-go-lucky boy, and all we both do is ; I look at him and he pretend that he wasn’t looking, He look at me and I pretend I wasn’t looking. How stupid is that. And later he go away, killing me deep inside. I regretted it, again. I shouldn’t been so stupid in knowing people, so shy to say ‘Hello’, and to scared of the word ‘I Love You’ !!! 


It haunt me till now. That’s all

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